House of Poetry

 I lost my crusade, I lost my enthusiasm, I lost my positivity, I am now broken. I am now like a lost kite, Which is wandering in the sky, He has now no aim to live Because he lost his zeal of life, I don't know how to infiltrate, I don't know to get rid of negativity. I am enmeshed in my own failures, I am not willing to try again. My sky has not any ray of hope, I am entangled with my failures, I have now no solution remaining, I don't find my way to bring back my exaltation, Now, I am completely broken.

 I always want to make smile on your countenance, I always tried you to be happy around me, Even I prayed you to be my blessing, I always fulfil my promises made to you, Even though you left me in midway,  You may overlook the moment devoured on the bank of the river, You may overlook the moment that we dance in the rain, You may overlook the moments when we flew kites on the rooftop, You may overshadow that eternity, Still, I am living and loving those seconds,  Still, I am wondering mistakes that made by me in relationships, Still, I am unearthing the flaws made by me, I may wonder the mistakes that I loved you the most, Still, I am waiting on the path that you left me, Still, I want you to be a partner of my life, I don't know why but still, I love you the most.

I am perplexed, I fastened myself,  I sewed myself in my room, As Corona infection unravels near surroundings. I am flabbergast about what have I done awry, I am confused about my mistake, Whole life barely comes to a comma, Where anyone doesn't know what is next? Whole life now becomes a virtual world, I am missing my real world, Whole life became a boring routine, Where you have only to follow orders. I miss my pizzas, I missed my booze I miss my party, I miss my pals, We use to hang out even in darks,  I am missing my life, I am missing my sovereignty, It just became a house arrest for me, Where I am turning from a human to a bot. 

 Mortal I am a mortal, I am weak, I know all these facts, But in the end, I want to succeed. I know I can loose, I know I can be brutally crushed, I know I can be overthrown, Still, I want to face all the punch. I can't be happy all day, I need to be uncertain, I am just a mortal, Still, in the end, I want to fight back. I know I am vulnerable, I know that I can be relinquished, I know I am just a mortal, Still, in the end, I want to live.

I cultivated my own world, I created my own town, I am living with me only, Because I don't like noise anyhow,  I am developing my knacks, I am developing my notions, I am developing my way of life, I am totally evolving at all. I am amassing resilience in my body, I am progressing strength of my intellect, I am gaining strength of my soul, I am increasing my strength overall,  I am rejuvenating day by day, I am enhancing day by day, I am modifying day by day, I am always gaining a new form. It's always better to love yourself, It's always better to rejuvenate yourself, It's always better to be in austerity, To rebuild and enhance yourself.

 In struggling days When I got broken, You rejuvenate me up, When I got scattered across, You always collected me up, When I got furious, You calm me down. When I got bleak, You boost me up. I can't thank you enough, Because of the reason, I am here You always be my partner in crime, You always stand with me in my awful times, I can't thank you enough, Because you are a real master, That created me and this eternal time. You always be a strong shrine, That is standing with me always in my poor times. I can't imagine my journey without you, You only became a motive to come a long way through, Thank you to be my companion, In such a long way through.

Turn it up, Or someone makes you fall down, Turn it up, Or you will be a scapegoat, Turn it up, If you want to redeem yourself, Get turn it up, If you want to have your own town. Turn it up, If you want to be independent, Turn it up, To be a fear for your enemies, Turn it up, If you want your dreams to come true, Get turn it up, If you want to be the boss of your town. Turn it up, If you don't want to be a lame joke, Turn it up, If you want to prevent your dream to be stolen, Turn it up, To raise your voice higher than before, Turn it up, To be the only man in your town.