House of Poetry

 I lost my crusade, I lost my enthusiasm, I lost my positivity, I am now broken. I am now like a lost kite, Which is wandering in the sky, He has now no aim to live Because he lost his zeal of life, I don't know how to infiltrate, I don't know to get rid of negativity. I am enmeshed in my own failures, I am not willing to try again. My sky has not any ray of hope, I am entangled with my failures, I have now no solution remaining, I don't find my way to bring back my exaltation, Now, I am completely broken.

 I always want to make smile on your countenance, I always tried you to be happy around me, Even I prayed you to be my blessing, I always fulfil my promises made to you, Even though you left me in midway,  You may overlook the moment devoured on the bank of the river, You may overlook the moment that we dance in the rain, You may overlook the moments when we flew kites on the rooftop, You may overshadow that eternity, Still, I am living and loving those seconds,  Still, I am wondering mistakes that made by me in relationships, Still, I am unearthing the flaws made by me, I may wonder the mistakes that I loved you the most, Still, I am waiting on the path that you left me, Still, I want you to be a partner of my life, I don't know why but still, I love you the most.

I am perplexed, I fastened myself,  I sewed myself in my room, As Corona infection unravels near surroundings. I am flabbergast about what have I done awry, I am confused about my mistake, Whole life barely comes to a comma, Where anyone doesn't know what is next? Whole life now becomes a virtual world, I am missing my real world, Whole life became a boring routine, Where you have only to follow orders. I miss my pizzas, I missed my booze I miss my party, I miss my pals, We use to hang out even in darks,  I am missing my life, I am missing my sovereignty, It just became a house arrest for me, Where I am turning from a human to a bot.